Fans!

Duh I don't know which one I should start with. There's too many thing I want to write...

Okey, Let's starts with my Noir Sakura. I made it since I'm still at 3rd grade, Junior High School. Noir Sakura is a story about top-secret dark you can say, organization. the main character's name is Hoshino Vincentius Regen Kaito. Short, Hoshino Kaito. the other main character, also my favourite, is Allyster. Nimfellius Firenze Allyster Cerebellum Kaito, no short (do you think it's too long?) A friend of mine ask me whether I can bring the story. Her brother wants to read it. So, when there's reading time, on Friday, I brought it. And, everybody around me wanted to see it. Oh gosh,their reaction were same, some even asked me to make their puppet shows dialogue. But because of that, I gain a fan of Allyster. My friend, Ruth. yippiie..

Hmm, I have a week of test this time. tomorrow, I have English and Geographic test, Oh, how I hate those star and the sky ball.
Fail at Sociology, but get highest score for Biology, YEAH!

What else?

I get Naruto manga scan from my friend, hehe, I almost sisn't study because read those manga scans. It reaaly makes me excited, coz I almost never read any manga scans. He is so kind.. that boy. hehe, that doesn't mean I like him, just feel like he is kind, no other. I laughing a lot at school, probably because of my friends stories. Maybe a new school doesn't soo bad

Human Being

No WAY.. there's no difference.. now I hope I have a time reverse and get back that time, repair all my mistakes.. No way, there's no way out.

I can't understand, why she doesn't want to forgive me? Is that so bad? I don't think so... Maybe for her it's fatal and she doesn't want to forgive it, but, are every human perfect? NO! no one's perfect! every human has his own weakness, man or woman. That's why we have an ability to forgiving, right? right right right?

man, this is drive me crazy. I think I will commit suicide without even myself know.

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*sigh* I have a flag ceremony today. 17th of August is Indonesia independence day. I'd like the ceremony if I don't have any trouble. Because of yesterday, I can not do anything correctly. It trapped in my heart, as if it stabbed something inside my chest. I can't eat a lot, maybe I can not sleep tonight. All because of my faults. Duh, someone help me, please!

Trouble, Pain, and Friend

I get myself trouble today, at English subject. luckily, I can resolve it. troublesome, really.. it's troublesome. But I can go home early today. No chemical experiment, means go home early.

But.. but.. I don't know, did I said something wrong? I acknowledge it, yes, but.. I didn't mean it!

REALLY I DIDN'T MEAN IT!

I don't know, did I really that bad? did I really that.... that Jerk? that disgust, did I?

if yes, I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong. If you read this blog and don't want to forgive me, it's OK. But if you can, please forgive me. please...

I don't want to lose my friend again, it's hurt. The pain is unbearable. I'm harsh, but I'm a scared cat. If I lose my friend once again, I couldn't forgive myself

Moods, practising, and piano

I don't know, it seems that in this week, I'm really sensitive, moody. My mod swings like the wind, never knows where it will blows. Luckily, now, I'm not in the mood to get angry.

I'm currently in my preparation for Royal violin exam (u know, it's kinda like international exam) . It's only a month later, but I haven't ready yet, I'm scared. I always in tense condition. luckily, my play is better than yesterday I practice with piano.

I like to play piano too, although I'm not good at it. Also, I haven't played since eight months ago. Yesterday, I try to plays it, and surprisingly, I still good! Even when I try Chopin Nocturne this evening, I still can remember it bit by bit, and play it slowly. I still can read it correctly..